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December 23, 2009

It’s funny how much life can change in a year. On this date last year I was arriving home from spending 5 months living and studying in Buenos Aires, Argentina. Not a day goes by that I don’t wake up wishing I was still there. And every single day I’m reminded of how much I changed during that experience. What I learned about myself, other people, life. So much I learned about life.

2009 has proved to be a very difficult one for me. For the first 5 months or so of the year I felt like I was suffering from severe reverse culture shock. Those months were so hard. Days were long, I skipped classes frequently in favor of staying in bed or just laying around at home. It was hard to face the world those days. In March I bought a plane ticket to Israel in part to keep a promise to a friend and in part to keep a promise to myself. When I took my first trip abroad to the Bahamas and then to Costa Rica in 2007 I made a promise to myself that I would do my best to travel internationally at least once a year from then out. So far, I’ve kept that promise to myself.

That trip to Israel was my saving grace this year. It served to remind me of how much goodness there is in life if you seek it out. It was such a personal experience that I never did write anything about my trip in a public forum, but I have journal entries that attest to the monumentality of the experience. After coming back to the States, however, those very same feelings that overwhelmed me at the beginning of this year started reemerging.

These last several months I have found myself swinging to emotional extremes. They say the best way to get over one love lost is to find another one. August presented just that. The months that followed were so challenging but there was someone in my life who could make everything feel okay for the time that we were together. A wonderful distraction. As things started unraveling at the beginning of November my life did as well. Or rather, the distraction was no longer there and I was left with no escape from a reality I didn’t want to face.

Tormenting feelings have intensified over the last couple of weeks. Feelings of inadequacy, fear, helplessness, broken heart, mourning. It finally occurred to me last night that the feeling of mourning is for myself. I feel like I left a very significant part of who I am behind in Argentina. A girl who was carefree and full of so much life. A girl who was fearless. That aspect of fearlessness is what I find myself searching for these days. Fearlessness and strength.

I have spent the last few days pondering over what kind of resolutions I want to make for the coming year but I have yet to write them all down yet. However, one thing is nonnegotiable: another travel experience is necessary. Initially, I was hell-bent on Cuba — then Colombia. While either of those may still happen later on next year, I kept recalling the singular thought I kept having as I was traveling around the cono del Sur in Uruguay, Argentina, and Chile: this is what I imagine my country to look like, but I’ve never seen most of it, so I don’t know. With that in mind, my best friend and I have wanted to go on a Great American Road Trip since high school graduation and that seems to be exactly the experience I want and need at this point in my life. My best friend, the radio, a couple of cameras in tow, and a paper map. The Jack Kerouac-style adventure that I believe is the best way to experience what America is all about. These coming months I will share the trip-planning process and, of course, the subsequent adventure of exploring our country and its diverse people, landscapes, and cultures.

With that, I move to ring in the new year reflecting on the many incredible adventures of the past and looking to the wild ride that lies ahead.


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Why to Join a CSA and Criteria to Look For

March 17, 2009

Clagett Farm CSA 2008 Week 16
Creative Commons License photo credit: thebittenword.com

Towards the end of stay in Argentina I kept thinking about how I wasn’t ready to have to leave my life in South America behind. I felt so different there–more free, more exhilarated, and just more alive in general. I promised myself that I would find things that made me happy here as well and do them. I made a list of resolutions earlier this year and have created a page for them with a link in the header so I can keep track of them, but also with the hope that you all will hold me accountable. There’s also a link to a page where I have incorporated the feed from my 43 Things account. While my resolutions are things I want to have done by the end of this year, 43 Things is a list of things that I’d like to do in my lifetime–more long-term, but not something to sit idly by.

One of those 43 things is #14: eat more locally grown food. Food in South America is absolutely delicious and I don’t know anyone who would contest that. The Israelis I met while backpacking scoffed at me when I talked about how much more flavor everything has in South America… apparently food in Israel is even better. There is one main reason for this: it’s fresher. Food that has been picked weeks before it is ripe, packed up, and shipped thousands of miles to reach its destination before it even gets to your grocery store is not only bad for the environment and bad for your local economy, it’s not nice to your taste buds. I have started to take a real interest in cooking and increasing my culinary knowledge, and part of that is becoming more familiar with local, seasonal produce. Short of growing my own mini-vegetable garden, which I cannot do due to time and space limitations, what better way to do eat more locally grown food than by joining a CSA (Community Supported Agriculture)? CSAs are not a new idea, but with the current economic situation and the growing green living movement, they are a growing phenomenon. Essentially, when you join a CSA you pay for a share or half-share of food every week from a local farm that is delivered to your home or a local pickup area. Oftentimes you do not know until that week–or even that day–what produce will be arriving in your basket so it’s a chance to learn new recipes and become acquainted with food you may never have heard of before.

After doing a little bit of research I found a CSA that works best for me and now I want to help you find one in your area so we can all lead greener lives and support our local farmers and economy. Since every CSA is different, here are a few things to keep in mind to find a CSA that is right for you:

1) Annual fee. Most CSA’s have an annual fee. It varies from farm to farm, but this fee helps to cover cost of delivery, packaging (which is minimal), and any other associated costs. I like to keep my overhead low, so the CSA I opted to go with for right now charges a $25 annual fee which renews every year, but most others I have seen charge around $100.

2) Pay upfront for entire season. It seems to be the consensus with most CSAs that you pay a couple hundred dollars for an entire season (ie: $450 for April-August), but some require you to pay for the entire year before receiving any produce. If you opt to go the route of paying for long seasons for even the entire year upfront, I would email or call to see if you could get a list of produce for previous years to see what you can expect. It might also be worth it to drive up the farm and get an idea of the quality of food you will be getting as well. As one who likes to travel and live a fairly “unstable” life, I couldn’t commit to an entire year, so I found one that allows me to pay by the week.

3) Work requirement. Some CSAs require that you spend a few hours each month or year helping out on the farm. This is likely the case with smaller farms that are grown in eco-villages or intentional communities, with larger farms it is generally not expected, though volunteers are almost always welcome!

4) Amount of deliveries. Make sure you read the wording carefully about how many deliveries you get for your money. It seems that most CSAs do weekly deliveries, but some only do biweekly so it is important to be aware of this so you know how much grocery shopping you will have to do to substitute for lack of deliveries on certain weeks.

5) Size of deliveries. This is something to really pay attention to. I live with a roommate but only have to cook for and feed myself, so the amount of food I need delivered is significantly less than one who has 4 mouths to feed. Most CSAs have an option between a full-share and a half-share. Find out how much you will be receiving each week. This follows from the previous tip, but if you get a biweekly delivery, it is important to note how much food you will be receiving and whether or not you’ll be able to eat it all. CSA deliveries do not contain preservatives and it would be a shame to have to throw out perfectly good food because you couldn’t eat it all in time!

6) Location. This was last on my list of priorities when picking the right CSA for me, if only because right now most of the fruit I pick up at the Dekalb Farmer’s Market is from Chile and most of the vegetables are from Mexico and I figured any CSA that delivers to the metro-Atlanta area is closer than that! To you, however, this factor may be more important. I had a choice of about 10 CSAs that deliver to the metro-Atlanta area, some much closer than others.

To find a CSA near you, check out LocalHarvest.org. In addition to joining a CSA, I have also signed the pledge for the 100-Mile Diet, and though my CSA is in Alabama, I was pleased to see that it is within the 100 mile radius. To find out more about the impact of local eating visit the 100-Mile Diet and check out their article on why you should eat local. Finally, for more information about a similar idea, check out Slow Food USA.


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No End in Sight

January 21, 2009

This blog is not dead, nor have I died, but life sure has been crazy since I left Buenos Aires. Today marks exactly one month that I have been back in the States and while I’m enjoying being back and living a full life, my heart aches to be back in South America or just traveling around every day. It’s an exhausting life but the also most fulfilling I’ve found.

I intended to make a post before the new year between being homeless in Atlanta for two days, moving into my apartment on the 1st, and school starting back up on the 5th, seeing everyone, and falling back into the folds of life in America I haven’t had very much free time. I have lots to tell you all about, including several posts about my final adventures in Argentina, as well as ones from Uruguay that never got put up. I thought for a while about what kind of content I would put on here once I was back living in the States because I don’t want to resort to rambling about my daily life, however amusing or uninteresting it may be at times. I did make a promise to myself before I left Argentina, though, that I would figure out whatever it was that made life so exciting for me there and incorporate it into my life here. That answer meant living more like a tourist: visiting museums, checking out special attractions, visiting theatres and cool restaurants, and the list just goes on. But the more I thought about it the more I realized that living like a tourist just means more of simply living. That could also be reversed to living simply. I intend to do both.

Since that New Year’s post never gotten written I figure I’ll give a basic outline of my “resolutions,” which are really just goals which I can measure based on the calendar year. I vowed to visit more cultural sights in Atlanta and do things that people visit Atlanta to do. Here is my list for the year and I will add it to the sidebar shortly so you all can keep track of my progress over the year:

- check out the Fernbank Museum
- visit the High
- learn to play guitar
- take a cooking class
- run a half-marathon
- go to the Bremen Jewish Museum
- see the Cyclorama
- ride Marta buses
- visit one place in the U.S. I have never been
- get an international driver’s license (with motorcycle class)
- read one book for pleasure every month
- volunteer at least once a month

Also, in order to keep things interesting on the travel front, I have one major trip in the works for this summer out of the country, several smaller trips I plan to take over the course of the year hiking, camping, and backpacking, as well as plans to visit New Orleans again along with one other U.S. city I have never been. Here’s an added catch: I decided it would be fun to incorporate Greyhound and Amtrak into my upcoming adventures, so I’m sure I’ll have stories to tell.

With that, I need to get some reading done before class, but know that I have many exciting posts coming soon!


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